When I wrote my preview of FTL a while back, I was pretty gushy about it (I politely ask that you read it before continuing if you’ve not already). And why not? It’s truly a fantastic game, filled with tension, intrigue, randomness, excitement and more based on an excellent design wrapped in a nearly flawless execution. That being said, since a preview is supposed to be more on the positive side of things — because the game isn’t done yet so you take that into account — there was one thing I didn’t talk about in my preview, something that’ll I hope make the choice of a Cole Porter song as a subtitle perfectly clear.
Let me reiterate again so I can be as clear as possible. FTL is a fantastic game. If you like spaceships, roguelikes, loot hunts and so on, FTL will fit the bill nicely. Every version I’ve played up until release has been technically sound, with no crashes or bugs found, and the game has been designed to be as accessible as possible while also being impossible to master, like any good game really. I can recommend this game to almost anyone who likes the above without hesitation or regret, knowing that person would have a good time.
Unless, however, that person was me. I know, I know, I’m the space game guy, the lover of all things spacey, the guy who will play anything with a spaceship in it. It’ll be a while before I play FTL again, if ever, and that’s not a slam on the game in any way. Again, it’s a wonderful, wonderful game. If I was breaking up with the game, I’d say, “It’s not you, it’s me.”
I have rarely — maybe never — encountered a game that gives me such a level of…dread and anxiety every time I play it. I load up the game knowing the people on my ship are going to die, knowing that it’s my responsibility, and knowing it’s ultimately my fault. I know, it’s just a game, and the people aren’t real, but TRY TELLING THAT TO MY BROKEN PSYCHE.
Seriously, I’ve always had this…THING wherein I get REALLY connected with whatever is on a screen in front of me. This is why I don’t watch horror movies anymore; they freak me out too much. Hell, the basement scene in the recent “War of the Worlds” movie caused me to nearly pass out from hyperventilating…I kid you not. Therefore, in games, I really get connected to my crewmates, whether it’s my crew in Starflight (dammit, why do you Elowans get injured so damned easily?!) or my wingmen in Freespace 2 (sure, I only know you as Alpha 2, but I am going to make DAMN sure you survive!), I always feel something of a connection to other characters in a game, and the connection is usually stronger the more I like a game.
So let me tell you, I freaking LOVE FTL, because every time I lose a ship and all of its valuable, hardworking crewmembers, I feel it, and it hurts. A lot. Just thinking of playing the game now as I write this fills me with anxiety, knowing I’ve sent good people to their deaths trying to get away from the damned rebel fleet. I cringed whenever my ship collapsed under the barrage of fire from a bomber, or actual fire brought on by solar flares, weapons fire or intruders. It crushed me EVERY time I lost.
I’m not the best at roguelikes, to be honest. I don’t have the patience or the skill to get too far in them, so every time I started a new game, I KNEW I was sending that intrepid crew to their doom. Even on Easy mode, I never got past sector five in any of my sessions. Even when I got better at using the pause button and at energy usage, something would always creep up and get me.
This is why the game is so good, and why I can recommend it to any space game fan.
It’s downright infectious.
But every time I started a new round, not even bothering to change the name of the crew or the ship because I knew ultimately it didn’t matter, I always thought of a line or two from that Cole Porter song:
Don’t you know little fool, you never can win
Use your mentality, wake up to reality
I tried to wake up to reality, tell myself it’s just a game, but in the end, my own mentality was my downfall, the true reason why I never could win. This wonderful, amazing game has gotten under my skin unlike any other game before it. This game connected with me so very hard, so completely, that I feel as if I’m responsible for actual lives, rather than binary code.
This, truly, is the mark of a great game. A game that can infect one so completely and utterly that it causes a physical reaction, good or bad. A game that fills you with so much joy or dread that you either can’t stop playing or have to stop playing it for your own sanity. This, in so many words, is FTL. A stupendous feat of game design and execution that will either knock your socks off and give you joy for hours at a time or fill you with dread at the continual loss of ship and crew.
The only way you can find out which category you’ll fall under is to play it, and I implore you to do so, if only to experience this fantastic game for yourself.
In closing, I know this review is a bit different than my usual, but given the unusual nature of my relationship with this game, I had to be honest and write it as such (this is why I recommended to read my preview, it talks about a lot of the actual gameplay ;). I hope you’ve enjoyed this little dance with my psyche, and now I invite you to enjoy the screenshots I took (and barely used) in this review. Thanks for reading, and have an awesome day.
Games cannot infect me enough. The more I’m in the better I win. (wait, what? is that English?)
Hahahaha, welcome man!
*eyeroll*
I think I can hear your men crying out, “”Why, Captain, WHY?!?!?!”
Just ordered it from GOG…
Eyeroll?! I bear my SOUL and I get an eyeroll?! Tough room. ;-)
Enjoy the game!
Now I understand why in germany we have some many human characters replaced by cyborgs or robots who spill green blood instead of red.
Someone at the BPJS who rated all those games back in the day must have the same issue ;)
Hahahahhahaha, I wouldn’t try to apply my issue onto others though. ;)
Gosh, Brian. I’m really sorry you’re not able to enjoy FTL. It’s clear you appreciate that it’s a well-produced, fun (for most) experience.
But it’s a credit to the developers that FTL can elicit that kind of emotional connection, regardless.
Maybe next time.
“Not able to enjoy” sounds too harsh. “Not able to get over my own deal” might be better. It’s a fun game, I can see that and I know that, just….ugh…
Oh, and if you’re prone to becoming emotionally attached to your squad, may I recommend you DO NOT play the new XCOM game.
Wasn’t planning on it, unless the reviews were uniformly excellent or some such. That might be different though because with FTL I have a ship, you know?
Hahaha, D-Man beat me to what I was about to say!
Hhahaha
Dammit, I hate it when I vent the ship to space and find I forgot to get my crew to a safe compartment…
Ugh, I totally hate that too.
Not nearly as much as the crew member though, at least for those precious seconds
I’m putting you in my crew from here on out and will punish you for killing all those innocent people.
DON’T YOU THINK WE’VE ALL SUFFERED ENOUGH, DAMMIT?!
You tend to be the pilot, which means you usually survive longer than everyone else. I think I’ll put you on fire duty next game. No oxygen and you’re jumping on flames? How long can Brian last? Muahahahahaa!
Hahahahahaahha
This game is pretty tough, but it’s a good game that deserves a place in the place of pew pew!
Totally, it’s absolutely wonderful.
” I freaking LOVE FTL, because every time I lose a ship and all of its valuable, hardworking crewmembers”
How often does THAT happen, though ? I can say that i’ve never been able to win StoneSoup, but this game ? First voyage got to final boss, second voyage finished the game. Is this the same game you people keep calling hard ?
“This, truly, is the mark of a great game”
Personally, i’d rather have not-so-great-game, but a better one. One that takes a few days off the dev schedule to implement the required hotkeys, like the ones you dont have for selecting crew members. Game that doesnt make me dread the late sectors, where both me and the enemies have 50+% evasion and fights last FOR-EV-ER, since you can increase evasion but have no way of increasing accuracy. Endgame in FTL consists of me doing nothing, while ten guns do the pew-pews on both sides and keep missing. Its barely can be called a game, its not interactive, i cant affect anything, only hope that something, SOMETHING, ANYTHING, hits at least twice in a row.
So, um, yeah, FTL is a neat game, but it does not seem to be particularly well thought-through game design.
I guess you’re better than I am at the game, as I could never get past sector 5, even on easy. I guess I need more practice. ;)
I got to sector 5 once on normal! I must be like a pro or something! LOL
Oh yeah, way better than I at least. ;)
Not to be too harsh, but this can hardly be called a review. You spend barely any time at all discussing the game beyond saying how fantastic it is, and most of the time discussing your “psyche”. I came looking for a discussion of the gameplay and design and got only emotional rambling.
No worries, that’s why I mentioned folks should read my preview first, as that talks about the actual gameplay. ;) I typically do write about gameplay and design in my reviews, but my relationship with this game was such that it demanded something different.
I’m sorry you didn’t enjoy the review, but I’ll hope you come back because I’ll have hundreds more that will talk about the gameplay. :) Thanks for visiting!
Unique review Brian. :)
I understand your attachment to the crew and the anxiety it brings when fighting space battles. Yet maybe you could consider the crew are actually clones and the real crew are safe and sound back at the cryo base should they be called upon for future missions. hehe!
But I’m still killing clones! :/
Great review, great game, I just can’t get enough of it, it’s everything I hate and love at the same time. Getting to the boss, surviving like crazy and dying just when it had like 2 hull bars left just cuz u weren’t mindful of your own hull, mmyy god, why didn’t I check my hull, I could be on anew ship btw, oh well time to go lose another hours and rename my happy fellas and aliens that with a hell lot of luck will survive the 8 sectors.
Love and hate for this game can’t be filled with words :)
Welcome to the blog aredynxi, and yup, that sums it up fairly well. ;)
I’ve been around more than once but np *winks*
Oh, sorry, typically when I have to moderate a comment it means, in my mind, that they’re commenting for the first time, so I like to welcome first-time commenters. Sorry I didn’t recognize the name.
Hey Brian! Good review (both:) I was really curious about FTL after I read the first review. Please give it another try. At first I went very fast through the sectors and was killed very fast also.
The trick is to get through the sectors more slowly and discover so many beacons as possible. The more beacons you discover, the greater is the chance to get scrap, members, quests etc.
When I look at your screenshot above, you still have about 4-5 moves left, until getting caught from the rebels. And even if you get caught by the rebels, you can stand one or two fights. Yesterday I took about 2 hours or so to get to Sector 7, got a well trained crew and good equipment and blew up the enemy shortly after I teleported two of my crew. Dammit!
Another trick is to train your members. For example to train a member for shield, look out for a weak enemy and let him fire against your shield but don’t shoot at him. It’s save when you have two shield points, but his weapon is only making on damage. After a while your guys are perfect at shielding and evasion.
Oh, and thank you for blogging, I really appreciate it :)
Welcome to the blog Triscus, and thanks for the kind words. :) I’ll give your suggestions a shot once I have some more time and feel like returning to it, which I likely will soon. ;)